I sit on the stage of a family dinner
facing the pearl set in silence.
What use can an old mother oyster be:
just ancestor in waiting.
I step closer, take her hand,
see the fields where we sang,
and scattered flowers.
It is said that flowers cling
to those who are afraid.
She brushes me away
into criss-cross nights,
where light and shade mark up
alleys, clubs, hushed martinis,
runny leftovers—designed by need.
Botti, your mouth cups a room where
the wild oyster glides unhinged
in the night play of flesh and melody,
before turning to rock.
Where secrets bleed out
to tipsy strangers—
about one family part folded inside the other
like bedrock; then turbulence,
scattered particles, unable to re-attach.
Willed far away, yet so near,
they are cliffs, staged in isolation.
On the mount you stand and blow,
growl, tremble, flutter, moan,
cry up and down angry walls.
activate the jilted ancestors,
crack open the codes. Forgive us.
Enter me as slow rain dissolves rock.
Run your tongue, run your lips,
raise your horn, slow—
hold beyond holding until the note
spills across forsaken skies.
Entice the spirits to return,
to pass on what has not been said.
In this oyster room buried deep,
bitten out of time, family voices rise,
frame by frame, in malice,
an undressing, mouths severed
from word, from blame; rather, species
struck together in original song.
I kneel before them and weep,
here, where stars listen,
in this room consecrated
by the night
and the melody.
has spent her adult life juggling business and the enchantment of her most faithful lover, her poetic muse. The visual arts, jazz, and social justice are life-long influences. Born abroad (Poland), she retains a sense of otherness.
A publishing late-bloomer, she is the author of a chapbook, History and Being (2019). Her poetry has recently appeared in River Heron, Silver Birch Press, Offcourse, Verse-Virtual, Poetry Super Highway (Poet of the Week), Medium: Cry/Scream, Visual Verse, and First Literary Review-East.
Ms. Lerek is co-founder of ChangeArtists, a start-up online hub for quality poetry related to political engagement and social action. She is a member of the Verse-Virtual literary community, and lives with her archivist husband in Toronto, Canada.
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